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An update...

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 02:00:41 GMT

Hey everyone... just an update... The official birthdate of my company Beolive LLC, is March 10th 2008 at 8:30am EST... This winter has been a learning experience. I am glad spring is here... good weather good mines... Hey I just got an idea right now... maybe HiveLife should become a place where Kids, could blog? Like... that'll be interesting... too bad I can't think of a business model at the top of my head for kids... Well anyways, I'm having trouble with picking a market to go into... It's either going to be Internet Marketing, or Personal Finance / Investing ... But I want to Help People... the goal of my business is to "Make Life Worth Living" Beolive, LLC ~ Be Olive, Olive is the symbol of charity, Be Charitable; Beolive: Believe in yourself, others, and humanity. Beolive: Be Alive, and know that your life is worth living. Okay so how do I stay true to my purpose, have a business model, be hip, techie web 2.0 software...

Focus

Fri, 16 Nov 2007 09:18:47 GMT

Quote

Fri, 09 Nov 2007 16:58:19 GMT

Michael Landon - producer, directer, writer, and superstar; Died of pancreatic cancer in 1991, at the age of fifty-four, at the peak of his career. Left us those words..

Truth

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 17:58:33 GMT

Quote

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 15:45:05 GMT

Hive Life

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 18:49:19 GMT

Wow... Google slapped my websites down to a pagerank 1... sigh... if I knew than what I known now... oh well at least I know it know... Hive Life... man, if only it's more SEO and search engine, blog engine, friendly... the site is pretty old, I thing about a few years... it isn't search engine friendly as it should be... Alright well hopefully in the future, hivelife is a kickin domain and will hold on to it, we'll see, as of now trying to milk this Internet for money to support myself, lol Happy Halloween! Quang

Wealthy -

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 08:07:46 GMT

Happy Birthday to my pet, Kim Anh muahz.

MakeMoneyFrom.Us

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 15:33:43 GMT

Hey everyone, started a new information site called: My first post is about Wealthy Affiliates, it's a membership mentor program that I join a couple days ago for $29.99 a month. and you guys know HOW cheap I am?? So I was on the fence about it, but decided to take the bullet with some nudging by the KA. =] But after 2 mins. I totally was sold/down... Totally 100% worth it... anyways, MakeMoneyFrom.Us is gonna be a personal course on how to make money online. While I learn you guys can learn too. =]

Ebay Rebates

Tue, 18 Sep 2007 16:16:37 GMT

Hey guys, it's a site that gives you a rebate every time you shop at ebay regularly. Ebay charges the seller a fee every time you buy something. Than if there was any marketers/advertisers who help you find the product, they get a commission (finders fee) too. If no one helped you find the product (you didn't click on any ads to get there and found the item yourself searching yourself) eBay keeps all the fees themselves. So gives you a rebate for everything you buy on ebay. =]

Quote

Tue, 04 Sep 2007 19:47:30 GMT

"People seem not to see," said Emerson, " that their opinion of the world is also a confession of character."

Success

Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:21:01 GMT

Kelly Sweet - Raincoat

Sun, 01 Jul 2007 07:15:11 GMT

Hello World

Tue, 26 Jun 2007 05:30:45 GMT

Hey everyone, been a while... I just took a jog today... and i felt like "reading" on the web, but there wasn't anything to read... I want to read a newspaper on the web, but there is no such thing, maybe they should make a periodical thing like a magazine or newspaper for people to read each morning... Good idea, too bad ideas are a dime a dozen... well, i have to purchase "Business Week" anyways... maybe laters... I also was thinking about writing in poorwealth too, my financial blog, but when i start that up again, i want to start it right... waiting for my parents to go to work so I can use Office 2007 on the comp in the kitchen... I feel like it's the start of my Online career... No more Jobs for me~ I will make 100% of my money online... in the "1.5" - "2.0" economy (web-life/web) :)

Friends

Tue, 05 Jun 2007 23:19:14 GMT

Missing the old days, where your only Life was with your friends... getting together and having fun~ Missing the people who are gone, or will soon be... missing the freedom of nothingness, and having a great time... Missing the joys shared, with just hangin around... Now that you are older and wish you were younger, so you can just have fun, and spend time with these people... It's the people you miss, or the change to come, that makes you wonder about good times gone, and the simple pleasures that will be missing...

Darfur

Tue, 15 May 2007 00:30:06 GMT

There's a genocide going on in Africa.

To Learn is to Change

Sun, 13 May 2007 16:10:05 GMT

I've been reading this book called "Mystery", and in one part of the book where it gives the advice, "Dedicate yourself to lifelong learning.", in the chapter where it talkes about 'homeostasis', which means your body's natural resistence to change. Made me realized the connection between Learning and Changing. To Learn is to Change. To Learn is to Change. You have to Change, in order to take in new information. I would think that, every one of us has our own complete understanding of how everything works. We make the assumptions in order to live in our world. To Learn anything, is to Change our previous understanding. And since most of us are naturally resisted to change, Learning can be quite difficult. We have to be open to change, and the natural resistence to that change, in order to learn anything.

funny pic

Mon, 23 Apr 2007 11:24:59 GMT

Sleep 2

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 10:50:26 GMT

I couldn't stay awake... guess my body is use to sleeping now... =!

Sleep

Tue, 17 Apr 2007 22:46:09 GMT

i think i am going to "screw" my sleeping schedule and go back to staying up as long as I can before going to bed... There must be a reason why doctors have 36 hour shifts?

To Lady

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 22:37:31 GMT

i Miss you~ not because we might get married someday, not saying we aren't but... all i'm saying is that their isn't anyone i'd rather spend time with~ But i guess space is okay... as long as no one does anything nuts :shocked:

Cool Personality Survey

Sat, 07 Apr 2007 14:04:16 GMT

My Personal Dna Report -> Take, send notes to your email through your phone

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 16:36:49 GMT

i think i am going to quit my job

...

Wed, 04 Apr 2007 07:03:21 GMT

what a bad day yesterday... but who knows, maybe 20 years from now, it'll be a good day... "i always have to think about"... what you think about all day long is what becomes... k, gotta go to work now =/ the last thing I want is for the thought of me, gives more pain than pleasure

Support Our Troops

Thu, 22 Mar 2007 12:56:06 GMT

I�m sure most of know someone who�s overseas, The United States Post Office, has a special kit you can get for free to send military personal oversees care packages. I just called and it was amazingly hassel free. 1. call 1-800-610-8734 2. press 1, for English 3. press 1, to �order� 4. Ask about the military kit for care packages 5. Give them your mailing address That�s it, and I believe the way it works is, anything you put in the box, regardless of weight is around $10? And it gets to your love ones oversees in about two weeks? Very cool� glad to see the Post Office supports our troops! =]

baker

Mon, 12 Mar 2007 00:53:10 GMT

i left just now... this is my second time leaving school, i thought I made a good decision back than, I think if I have to choose between learning about the past, or achievement in the present I'll choose the later... The bridges are burnt.

these days...

Mon, 05 Mar 2007 22:46:53 GMT

hey everyone... figured I haven't updated in a while, last couple weeks been hard... mainly because I started school. I also feel that my projects takes priority over school, so I feel as if the amount of work needed to be done in school, I have to do more work on my projects... on the comp so much I thought I was developing carpal tunnel... i even so my typing speed is slow... can't wait till my typing speed is back to normal

The Black Donnellys

Tue, 27 Feb 2007 01:09:36 GMT

Anyone else thought this premiere of "The Black Donnellys" was good? =]

sluggish

Fri, 16 Feb 2007 14:01:38 GMT

not sure how to move forward, still asking myself why? I'm asking myself, but I am not answering it, (waiting till I find the answers first? from the book where I got this idea from in the first place) So i am not answering my questions So I am not moving right now, feel sluggish- Not sure what my intentions are, so I can't do anything about it... Happy President's Day, 3 day weekend- ;]

vinh iraq

Tue, 13 Feb 2007 23:42:27 GMT

my good friend Vinh left for Iraq today. Good luck to him and all our marines, soldiers, airmen and seamen over there. May God bless you all.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 20:57:11 GMT

when we look across the river to the other side where we can't cross, we wonder what could of been, is it another world and another life? It's another path that we didn't choose, but it coulda been us. We could of been across that river looking back, if only this thing and that thing was different. So I wonder, what's on the other side, if only I can get there, if only I wanted to... It might be me looking back ^-- just a thought, that our lives could of been so different than what they are now, for better or for worst. And if our life were different, it doesn't me we are. We'd be the same person... living a totally different life, in a totally different world.

The Time is Short

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 20:15:41 GMT

theory of time... Why is it that the older we get, we get the feeling that Time is shorter and shorter? The weeks goes back faster, the months and the year goes by faster and faster. Got to think a couple of rational thinking like, we're more busy when we're older, and that's why time seems to fly. When you're young all you did was not much so time didn't seem to go by as fast. What if time is like, a Gap, something set, like a vase. Our Time here on Earth is Set before us. And we have a sense of that. If you go with the theory that there is no time, and that everything is set. And maybe there isn't really a life, our mind just believes we're living... we get a sense that time is almost up. That's what time seems like it's going faster and faster. Much like how if you have a term paper due, and you have a month to do it, it seems like a long time. But than during the last week, last few days before it's due, Time seems to fly by... because you know you only have a set amount of time. Time is gonna go by faster and faster and faster, assuming this, ask why? Maybe we are only here for a short amount of time, and we ourselves Realize that, therefore we are aware that time is running out.

yinkling

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 22:19:39 GMT

: Blog about Growth, Money and Happyness. My rants and thoughts will still be here however.

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 14:13:06 GMT

when I'm late, it's like we're living in separate worlds.

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 22:29:45 GMT

follow your intuition…

Tue, 30 Jan 2007 13:10:40 GMT

change servers again

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 15:33:50 GMT

hopefully this is fast, also it forces me to use already established tools, instead of trying to 'do everything myself', which should accelerate development.

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 17:58:58 GMT

evolution of dance =]

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 17:52:56 GMT

intentions

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 16:01:42 GMT

maybe before you do anything, you have to ask yourself, are you doing them for the right reasons.

ego and software

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 03:42:35 GMT

I've decided to put my ego aside, and conform to the norm. The benefits greatly outweighs the drawbacks. The only difference was (besides how the norm gives greater value, for cheaper price), is my urge to control everything, and to think that I can custom make everything and it'll be better, faster, stronger, cheaper, cooler etc. When really it's all about ego... I don't want to use other people's help, or things, or advice... because I always think I can always do it better myself, which is completely wrong. In order to succeed one of the greatest tool to have is leverage. And one person puller the levers and creating all the tools isn't leverage. So it kind of sucks, but I guess it's an awakening that in order to be productive, one has to leverage widely available resources, or one is left sailing a custom half-built ship alone. More to follow:

thought

Fri, 26 Jan 2007 02:00:00 GMT

the level of our -- is how much we do not assume, and how much we are willing to find the truth knowing we can never fully understand but trying to regardless

intentions

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 13:30:50 GMT

what was your ? ran across an episode of Oprah today... she had a guy on the show that was talking about Intentions... for instance, Why did you enter a relationship in the first place? Any problem we have today can be traced back to it's roots... What was your intention? Intention meaning... INtention, like what do you want? If you say you want a new car, that's an OUTtention, Why do you want a car? Is it to feel important and have prestige? That is your Intention, it has to start from within. I guess if you enter into a relationship try to "complete yourself", you are setting yourself up for disappointment. The only person that can make you feel complete is Yourself. He says that we should be spiritual partners with our mate, to grow with them... Just bought his book we'll see how it goes.

server changes headaches

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 07:31:34 GMT

ahh! sorry for the downtime yesterday, I was upgrading servers again. This should be the fastest server yet- Sucky part is I had to change OS from (Debian to CentOS) Which sucks cause i LOVED Debian.... grrr.... Plus a lot of the other sites are still down, for instance chillztech.com doesn't work, but chillztech.net does...

speeding ticket

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 15:31:31 GMT

got a $240 speeding ticket on my way home... wasn't really that mad about it, thinking about how to fight it in court is making me more mad about it, so I'm thinking I should just pay it, and get it over with... It was on Millbury St., That one part where 146 joins Millbury st, Watch out for a cop under the bridge... Alright I am going to move on with this for now, we'll see in a few days, going to work- troi

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:47:02 GMT

relationships are about sharing and giving. Someone who you share your joys and your sorrows with. Vice versa, ... Missed a train to boston today... had to go take a placement test, so gonna drive up there in a few, wonder how everyone's doing, last couple weeks been fun, had a few of the homies back, so been chillin, Mad love goes out to the homies that couldn't be here

in the dark

Tue, 09 Jan 2007 09:49:19 GMT

last night had a black out between midnight and 6... forgot what I was thinkin about.... had like 10 hours of sleep and i still overslept! woke up at 11 and was like wtf.. hah... i gotta work on that i think forgot to take medicine, this strong prescription stuff, thought I was cured, but turns out it was just really good medicine... anyways, Health insurance is such a bitch- Well it turns out any sort of paperwork that needs doing, (like college shit) and everything else, is a bitch to do... all this Paperwork... and decisions that needs to be made based on like little or no clear vague information... why do they make it so hard to do the right thing? Time moves so fast these days... i keep saying that because it's sOoo true... even when you don't really do anything time goes by mad fast... i dunno... my head feels like a balloon... have work to finish- "Love isn't everything, but everything is nothing without Love." Maybe it's the people you want to do nothing with- If only we could just do nothing...

Farmland

Mon, 08 Jan 2007 18:24:50 GMT

qrillin

Sat, 06 Jan 2007 20:46:07 GMT

i'm freakin sick... again, thought i got rid of this last week.... you Kno this all started because a few weeks ago i had a thought that "hey, i'm never going to get sick again" (because of the supreme greens that I drink, and cause A. Robbins, never gets sick) and like the day after i said that i got sick...

Vinh

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 21:14:16 GMT

Vinh's deploying to Iraq tomorrow... Good Luck man, Hope you find a way to enjoy your unique life experience over there, and be safe. We'll change the world when ya get back- Proud of you dude, honor doesn't get much higher than serving for your country. To All the vets out there, my bro Khoa, Long Dang, Phi Tran, Vinh Nguyen, you guys make all this possible here in America. Thank You- Good Luck Guys, see you when you get home-

Business

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 08:30:21 GMT

lets start a business. I am tired of this learning process... time to take action, time to move, time to start. They say starting is the most difficult part. I say it's time we start. Lets Start... Business An innovative company... to expand the depths of humanity...

dawson's creek

Tue, 02 Jan 2007 02:10:14 GMT

you know at the end of Dawson's Creek...

it's about how hard you can get hit and keep goin

Sat, 30 Dec 2006 22:02:58 GMT

whoa cool stuff... makes you think

What you choose is what you choose

Fri, 29 Dec 2006 20:59:09 GMT

just watched 'the last kiss' with my sister... pretty decent movie... had some good lines in it...

a lil thought

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 23:40:12 GMT

Nothing ever just 'pops up outta nowhere', if something seems like it just 'popped up', really... that thing has always been there in the first place. Whatever we are all capable of, and everything that we feel that's within us, i think that we had it all along. We always had the strengths, the weaknesses... the passion the feelings the content.... it was always in us from the get go... we always had the intention in us, we always had it. always.... There is no past, or future.... it's all the same the future can impact the past, and the past can impact the future, there might be no such think as time... maybe it's the Will... we Will ourselves forward to another time and space where we Choose to be... Our Will could change the dimensions of space and time... Ever hear the story of the man and the woman who won the lottery? This couple wanted to win the lottery SOO bad... they made themselves believed they had already won it. Up to the point where they were telling all their family and friends they won this lottery. A couple weeks later, guess what? They Won The lottery... Maybe their Will and Desire shifted Space and Time, shifted the future, that it made them win the lottery? If everything we did, we done already, how did we get to do them? Is it not than our will, our conscious mind the strongest force in the universe?

Circle of Doom

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 23:21:05 GMT

ever heard the story? the one about the who buys a lovely comb to give to his wife with lovely hair... in doing so, he had to sell his favorite and only jacket... his wife, sold her hair to get her husband some cuff links for the jacket.... a better example... a guy saves the man who ends up killing him because he didn't want to be saved... you didn't realize ur wife didn't like cheese. You make her some cheese. She gets mad, because she says you don't listen. You get mad at her because you tried to do something nice, and she takes it the wrong way. Not known to either of you, you thought she had said 'i dunt like seeds' (not cheese) You both didn't want to fight, but you end of fighting, over a Truth That was Thought to be True at the Time, but ended up Not being the Truth. And everything after that yall reaction to each other's perspective of this truth that is really a lie, which was thought to be true.... but was based on a lie... and you guys have results that yall didn't want. I guess we assumed, and we assumed wat each other meant, and we assumed what that meant, and that all means... that it's over... and we act the way we act based on this truth that's a lie... and we both cannot help ourselves... but what we both want is entirely different from what we both now have because of something we thought about the other person that wasn't true... based on something we knew for sure, that we now know wasn't so...

these days...

Tue, 26 Dec 2006 09:31:56 GMT

we are planning the next 20 years in these days... are we sure this is what we want ?

mad sad/good movie

Sun, 24 Dec 2006 23:44:54 GMT

ep1 ep2 ep3 ep4 ep5 ep6 ep7 ep8 ep9 ep10 ep11 - final

forks in the road...

Thu, 21 Dec 2006 21:40:52 GMT

everyone remember the times... when you were thinking about taking the fork in the road... and you had all these feelings... mental physical spiritual cosmic like feelings that if you do, or don't do this it'll change your life... And you look back and realize you were right

online tv

Wed, 20 Dec 2006 20:23:15 GMT

Using Firefox and these 2 things you can even Download them for later use. what a cool plugin it really increases download speeds FLV Players Wow you can watch My Sassy Girl online... cool... Battlestar Galactica rocks

merry xmas

Sat, 16 Dec 2006 09:37:58 GMT

Merry Xmas everyone! Christmas was early for us this year... (well the gift giving anyway) Memory Foam rocks... I Hope everyone knows i mean well... It might not count for much, but i do...

office

Fri, 15 Dec 2006 08:27:57 GMT

i'm at the office right now... I was here since 7:45.... Had to drive my brother to the airport, he's going to Japan for Xmas for some reason... hah, but yeh, took him there at 5am... than instead of going home just went str8 to the office. Slept in the car till 11 when I decided to come up =x, But stayed up till 5am.

there goes the neighborhood

Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:36:42 GMT

just unhooked my TV... I'm going to be more discipline with my... passion? now... thanks On another note... a great person is one who loves lemonade... :} To work on oneself, is to work on ones' future. At the end of your days... let there be more happyness than regrets... :] I hope you're happy, and if not will be soon, because you deserve to be. bought some bacon bits from price chopper... support my cuzzin, da fighter-

dot dot

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 21:27:08 GMT

Friendship is key... I'm glad you're okay. My goal for the next year? years? months..? is too focus like crazy on gettin a bachelors... I can get it in 3 years prolly with short terms. I never saw the point in a Degree till I worked in an office... and saw this documentary about people barely making it on minimum wage. So i figures, it can't hurt to have it. The stats about it is crazy... So I am going to do that- Focus on that, and my other ventures. I want to start making money on my other ventures SOON. Figure I have 2-3, maybe 4 years "left"... windows of opportunity might close and I don't want to miss out. My life could be at stake? But the future's what we make of it. And i'm confident- I want to start putting up pics somewhere soon... Also Xmas is coming round the corner! I have a new tradition I want to do...

Love

Mon, 11 Dec 2006 10:46:31 GMT

i'm sorry it wasn't enough. I never meant to hurt anybody. And i'm sorry you guys got hurt. Big screw ups takes awhile to heal, and forgive. Love isn't enough. It takes companionship. I was proud. Wish I wasn't, alot of things came about afterwards though. I just wish everything works out... I'm truly sorry... The road to forever starts with friendship. Leads to companionship. Love I think is the Easy part. It's easy to fall in, but hard to spend the rest of your life with someone.

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 19:55:56 GMT

forever not today... i wonder if we wait our whole lives for perfection, happiness might swept us by. that we waited to long to grab our faith, when it was always there life's too short to wait for happiness ...?

Learning Expo

Sun, 03 Dec 2006 23:14:14 GMT

Thu, 30 Nov 2006 20:25:50 GMT

far from perfect, if you're dunno where your going or who you are then where would you take, with another? Cuz you are only as fine as you want to be, and if you alone feel you're not than it's not fair to whomever

yeh i guess...

Mon, 27 Nov 2006 11:56:19 GMT

An Inconvenient Truth

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 23:16:46 GMT

Spread the Word

Happy Turkey Day

Thu, 23 Nov 2006 04:15:42 GMT

wats sup everyone. Happy thanksgiving! I just spent the whole night switching servers again, back to my previous one... the previous one was so much better... I think I'm getting pretty good at switching servers and building one... I notice a speed increase in the server response, switch distros =] Also I it's easier to DESTROY something and recreate it, than it is to CHANGE something. So... HL might start from the ground up again... Also socialic?

O

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 09:43:57 GMT

Happiness... doesn't matter who you are. You are better off happy. I hope you are happy. =] Finding it is hard, knowing you need to is harder...? I dunno who you are, but you mean something to me. I believe you are or could be someone, even if you might not be. I'm sorry for the past, and the future, who knows what it holds. What matters more? Belief, or... realities... ? But I dunno you, not like i should and not like I want to... I hope to again someday-

Global Warming

Thu, 16 Nov 2006 15:04:43 GMT

hey guys i got this from someone... It's Al Gore's Global Warming video... kind of nuts- the situation is kind of nuts The video is up for 90 days, I suggest we all watch it.

WPI Venture Forum

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 19:09:46 GMT

I just went to my first meeting today. Good stuff, alot of business oriented talk and information. Can't wait till Dec. 1-3 I am going to see Donald Trump and Robert Kiyosaki, and Anthony Robbins... oh my... =]

ooba

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:50:35 GMT

I changed servers again... Thanks to all... i wouldn't be where i am without you guys.

dharma

Wed, 08 Nov 2006 22:06:26 GMT

personally, i want to know, and understand... for the better... i want for you to have a great life, great family, and have kids, and enjoy life... happy happiness... i want you to have a thirst for the great things in life, and i want you to get them- kim anh, i want you to have every good thing in this world...

happy halloween

Tue, 31 Oct 2006 22:21:27 GMT

happy halloween !

90 / 10 Principle

Thu, 26 Oct 2006 22:28:07 GMT

Past

Sat, 21 Oct 2006 17:09:04 GMT

I just watched "The Butterfly Effect" pretty good movie...

3 of a kind

Fri, 13 Oct 2006 16:37:47 GMT

Got Hot Sauce? a Nalgene water bottle from my Bro, and Supreme Greens for health and energy.

random

Fri, 06 Oct 2006 21:50:28 GMT

yo, sup world... okay... first off... i am going to talk about something random. Alot of good things, or alot of meaningful things... have similar traits. For example, "2 schools of thought"... Alot of meaningful things have two schools of thought. For instance... in writing an essay, some say you should right the first paragraph first... and some say you should write the first summary paragraph last... 2 schools of thoughts... Something else is... Paradoxes... alot of crazy things are paradoxes... the thing... means two opposite things at the same time... for instance... I can't think of anything right now... but that's a doozy also The thing I was thinking about today is... the difference in What you Say and What you Do... Alot of things that you do that contradicts what you say are important things... We mean what we say till we do what we mean. Or is it... We mean what we say but do something else, but mean what we mean... I don't know... depends the person and their meanings i guess. Ok onto updates... today was my first day with my new company... good people, good staff... we are small and nimble right now... we played lasertag... you can check out some of their work at http://selfpatience.com, had a blast, and I'm excited for my real first day of work... someone told me that the only reason I act the way I do is because "I'm Lonely"... i'm lonely... am I? I dunno... but what does that mean? I'm Lonely? what does that mean... what does being lonely means... does it have to do with Nothing, or does it have to do with Everything? <(paradoxes?) Am I'm Lonely? If i am, than what does that mean? Does it mean, everything I think and do and say and feel and everything else... does it mean it's not real? I'm fake? All of this is fake? I'm an asshole? Everything is because of this one thing? Alright, Post is long enough... catcha in a lil...

Walk the Line

Wed, 04 Oct 2006 00:02:33 GMT

just watched it... been watching too much movies lately... but it was a good movie I recommend it.

Vietnamese Americans

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 00:45:01 GMT

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vietnamese_American check it out... we are most populated in Orange County, California...

personality conflicts

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 23:45:31 GMT

ENTP - "Inventor". Enthusiastic interest in everything and always sensitive to possibilities. Non-conformist and innovative. 3.2% of the total population.

Free Jung Personality Test (similar to Myers-Briggs/MBTI)

In class we were talking about personality types... How people can unknowingly conflict with one another about them... When you get your personality Mines ENTP, you can find out more here ENTP risk taker, easy going, outgoing, social, open, rule breaker, thrill seeker, life of the party, comfortable in unfamiliar situations, appreciates strangeness, disorganized, adventurous, talented at presentation, aggressive, attention seeking, experience junky, insensitive, adaptable, not easily offended, messy, carefree, dangerous, fearless, careless, emotionally stable, spontaneous, improviser, always joking, player, wild and crazy, dominant, acts without thinking, not into organized religion, pro-weed legalization favored careers: dictator, computer consultant, international spy, tv producer, philosopher, comedian, music performer, it consultant, figher pilot, politician, diplomat, entertainer, game designer, bar owner, freelance writer, creative director, strategist, news anchor, professional skateboarder, airline pilot, comic book artist, college professor, private detective, mechanical engineer, lecturer, ambassador, astronomer, research scientist, judge, web developer, scholar, fbi agent, cia agent, electrical engineer, assassin

obvious

Sun, 01 Oct 2006 12:34:38 GMT

i'm an idiot... sorry

selfishness

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 22:44:02 GMT

growing up means not being selfish. I think as you grow up and mature, you get less and less selfish. You stop thinking about just yourself and your needs and wants. But you start thinking about the greater good, and whats best for all. You know and realize and believe it'll all work out in the end. That you should and will choose responsibility over selfishness cause you know that's the right thing to do. yes it's kinda like giving up something sometime for some greater purpose, but that's part of growing up. Learning to be not selfish is amazing, and hard. and it's life changing. Knowing that your wants and needs are not the center of the universe, and there's greater problems and responsibility out that, is great. You are a great person anytime you put something else above you. Especially when that something is everything you always wanted, and you'll give it up because you have to, because it's your responsibility to. I think shows character and maturity. And for all of you who's done that, good for you, you should be proud, and it'll all pay off someday.

carpe diem

Fri, 29 Sep 2006 03:22:14 GMT

seize the day... I forgotten about that... carpe diem... A hard boiled egg. How can you tell if an egg is hard boiled or not? You cannot... if you think about something, than it is the truth. If you have alot of mind power I guess you can make anything true. But when you can't think of anything else, than that's something you have to deal with. Feelings are our signals for change. Life is a journey. How you get there is where you're going. The future determines our past. The present determine our future. Our life is determined by us. Or our life determines our lives. Sometimes you have to take control. And take another road. To go where you want to go. To take a new path. To see a new road. Life is what you make it. Life is in your control. You are your universe. And anything's possible.

The Person we Are

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 12:37:42 GMT

Our sense of Self, alot of people feel ownership with their sense of self. I believe who we are is mostly about who we think we are, it is not our real self. We have great powers and limits, a single person can change everything if he believes he can. A person's will is unquestionable, it's how much we think we can that determines our future. So where do we develope this sense of self? If everyone can do everything, (are any of us really that different than anyone else)? Meaning can't everyone do the same things as another person, if he an the same opportunities and the took the same path? So where do we determine this limited belief of "Self" and Why do we hold it so dearly? Self comes from what we think we are. What we think we will become in the future, by the basis of what we think we was in the past. What we are during the present is just the future's past... meaning once we stop and think about who we are "Right Now" we would have already gone from "Right Now" to "a moment ago"... so their is no Present... and there is No Self. There's no Such thing as a Present, and that means the question of Future and Past gets blurred. Is their a single slice of Time we can call the "Present"? Can we hold on to this? (Our google single slice of time later...) But the point is... this "Point of Present" would be lost the Moment we think about it... their would be a New Present... and the "Present" we would have been thinking about, is already in the past... hopefully this makes sense... Meaning there is no Self. You are not Anything but a fragments of Ideas and Thoughts, strapped onto a Body... If you change your Ideas, you'll change yourSelf... so you can Be anything you want... if you just Believe and Think that way... What you can believe you can achieve. So what's everybody's longing to clutch their idea of themselves... Everybody believes they are this Thing, this Being, when we are all just beliefs... They believe the are something when they look at themselves... They believe they are something else... we believe we are "Solid" not "Water".... Maybe we are all just water... It's pretty functional thinking ourselves as Solid, it makes it easier for us to process things... Like saying "I can do this, i can't do that"; "I like this, I like that".... when really at any given time we can force our thoughts and make us like anything we wish... if we believe it enough... It's just easier to go throught Life thinking that we're Solid, so in every situation we don't think like hell... But we are All Water... We are All thoughts, and beliefs... Who you "Are" is just who you think you Are, and if you want to Be someone else, you only need to Believe in it to the point where you Are who you Believe you are. We can choose to control our Thoughts... We do these Beliefs we have come from? If you haven't taken control of you're own thoughts than they can only have come from... either from, everything that doesn't have to do with You. And your Basic Logical Perception of Yourself, that has nothing to do with your Path, Your Future, Your Anything, Just basic Logicalness, Sub-Conciousness takes over... So They can come from your environment... your Mom or Brother or Schoolmate have told you, you Are something.... and without knowing or believing that you Are whatever you Think you Are.... you take that in, and create this view of Self that's completely False... . Or you come to a conclusion of Self, without control. You're on auto-pilot, you're Basic Logical Super Brain, automaticly sorts out Logical Processes in your head if you take no control over it. If you do something, and your Mom laughs... you might think i'm "funny" like the man on TV, who also makes my Mom laughs... If your Mom hits you, you might think your not Loveable, or you're Bad... i mean why else would you're Mom hit you? (you got hit prolly cuz you Did something 'bad', Not because you was a Bad person... or your Mom thinks you should be hit for her own reasons/problems) Are you going to Let your environment control who you Are? Are you going to go through Life in auto-pilot, just letting everything control how you think? Or are you going to take control of your Thoughts? Than you'd take control of your Life as well. We are Water of Thoughts. If we control the Water we change who we Become... Why Do People Clutch to their Sense of Self? Why do people have a definition of who they are? And can't seem to let that go... or in alot of cases don't Want to let it go?... The answer is... because we ALL have to feel that we are Important... We all have the need to Feel that we are Unique, that we Mean Something, that we are A Special One of a Kind Solid... something tangible... We are need to feel Significant... The problem us, most people don't realize how Truly Unique we Are. We are NOT solids... we are Not something, we are not something @ the Present, because their is no Present. We are Wate... we are Flow... we are our Live's Path, and Flow... You are determined by you're whole entire life, not just part of it, or one point of it. You are constantly changing and moving and your beliefs are always changing... You are Totally Unique and Important... You are Totally 100% Unique in every way and form... No One has EVER taken Your Path. It is the Path- No one has Ever in the history of the cosmos, of Space and Time, No one has Ever taken your Path, the same way you took yours... You are SOOO Unique.... Not your "Present" or sense of "Self" (there is no Present and their is no Self)... You are SOO Unique, Your total Life is SOOO Unique... Life is about Present, (because the present is always changing) or Self (because your'self' is always changing) it's about the Total- of it all. You're total, your end result... if you don't belief in "No Time" than at this 'point', go all the way back to your past and go all the way up to 'Now'... the distance is your Life, and it is Unique, and Important, because we Learn through Life, and No One has the amount if Knowledge you Know, Noone can cook or clean the way you do it, Noone Lived your Life. You are Important... Throughout your Life, you've touched Millions of people... rather be directly or indirectly, you have altered and affected the lives of Many many people... And that's something you should be proud of... Just for Living, you change the Lives of many many people... If you believe in Fate, that you are a Big part of the "Plan". Take you out and EVERYTHING that you know now would be 100% different. You are Important... It is import to realize how Important and Unique you are... Once you realize you are Important, and Unique you are... without needing a sense of self. Than, and only Than, can you control your Path, Control your Life... Control the Person you "Become"... Being the Person you choose to Be... starts with loosing your sense of Self, and realizeing how important and unique you truly are... and believing a new thought... I hope those of you who reads this feel what i'm talking about... a wise person once said...

boo

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 01:03:11 GMT

i just changed hivelife's server again :dead: i've been working hive3, hense no new updates sorry guys... working on some crazy stuff though, alot of brainteasers...

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 21:06:49 GMT

On another note, my anh 2, Khoa came over during the weekend, he just got back from iraq, it was fun hangin out as a family for the weekend... =] Dang i really really really need to practice nails for my nails test this weekend :dead:

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 16:40:55 GMT

"Before there are reasons to change, their is acceptence."

Two Realms of Thought

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 21:40:18 GMT

I was thinking about it earlier today... There's two realms of thought... One is, that things are the way they are, are meant to be. The second realm is, that if you change every aspect of anything, anything can change into whatever you want it to be. I like the later realm better because it has hope... (all that above seemed better in my head) Maybe the world is a balance of both... On another note... I had a really good month =] Because that month was with you...

Reading Fundamentals

Sun, 04 Jun 2006 23:04:02 GMT

: List of books that could make you $.

Mon, 29 May 2006 02:26:33 GMT

Happy Living is Happy Thoughts

Future Toys

Sat, 27 May 2006 14:26:28 GMT

Next Generation in gaming? It's You're put in a sphere with Video Display Glasses, and are completely immerse in your gaming envirnment... cool stuff... guese those gamers can get in a good excersice while playing CS or something- Wow a HALOGRAM! a freakin HALOGRAM that's cool- source:

Cool Software

Fri, 26 May 2006 22:17:40 GMT

Check out these programs... PDF Replacer : <-- Much faster than adobe acrobat... Google Web Accelerator : <--seems to speed up firefox Alot Web Annonymizer : (You have to set your Apps Proxy setting to localhost:8118) I found these and . I found the List through ; i've been finding alot of good stuff with it, it's on the right side of my page now so you guys can check out my latest saved pages too...

Trends

Thu, 25 May 2006 23:46:28 GMT

(Right-Click the Flash Image, and click "Zoom In") Cool Stuff-

Goals Don'ts

Thu, 25 May 2006 13:42:03 GMT

There's a really good book out there (I think) to get things done... it's called "Getting Things Done" by David Allen... just bought it- Can't wait for it to come, cuz, i NEED to get things done faster/better...

Orchive

Wed, 24 May 2006 22:02:05 GMT

Today's the birth, Oracle + Orchard + Hive + Archive = Smart, Organized, Social, Database

Rain for a week

Wed, 17 May 2006 15:23:22 GMT

It rained everyday for a week... kinda cool, was kinda like the "end of the world" or something, but yesterday and today is sunny, so that's cool too... much rather have it sunny than rainny.... Also my DSL didn't work all of last week! i think it's cause of the rain, ionoz... Remember that you're lucky can give you perspective. =]

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 08:00:45 GMT

sugar ray - missin you

New Version-

Fri, 14 Apr 2006 15:13:42 GMT

hey everyone, new version of HiveLife out... doesn't seem like that big of a version, not really many new features, but the backend is improved, Uses new technology, and sets pace a new course of developement for HiveLife... Ajax, Web 2.0, XML oh my... Thanks for all the support everyone! Also a special shout out to my numba one partner Kim Anh- muahz =] Also, do you know there are RSS readers out there? Like or check it out, just add your RSS address in there (exp. http://hivelife.com/scheme/rss/chillz) and it'll archive the feeds you sign up with...

Music Lovers

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 17:14:30 GMT

for all you music lovers, the next generation in Radio/Streaming technology... Just give it any songs/artist you like, and it finds similar songs... Good stuff.... I discovered this site when i search for the word "love" at , another good "web 2.0" site...

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 18:22:55 GMT

Faith can move mountains and change lives. VIRGO August 23nd through September 22nd Planet Ruler Mercury Astological Symbol The Virgin Body Zone Virgo rules the intestines, pancreas, and gall bladder. People born under Virgo may be more susceptible to bowel or endocrine system upsets than people of other Signs Colors Tan, Grey, and Yellow Zodiac Opposite Virgo is opposite Pisces, the Sign of the Unconscious CHARACTERISTICS Virgo tend to be shy and somewhat nervous, and they may be undemonstrative or repressed. But they are practical and logical, and they're skilled at seeing all sides of a situation. Virgo brings their skills and talents together for the good of others. Virgo is the Sign of Service. Despite their inherent modesty, people born under Virgo are industrious and efficient when working for a good cause. They are neat and well organized. Virgo prefers to explore subjects more deeply. They are very good at understanding what people are saying beneath the surface words of their communication. Detailed and precise, people born under Virgo tend too be neat and exacting, but sometimes petty and overly fussy. At the other end of the scale, some Virgos can be sloppy. Generally, though, they are dedicated to meticulous cleanliness and can be compulsively tidy. Many Virgos have an excellent head for business, relying on logic rater than ego or emotion to make their deals. They are reliable, practical, and diligent, but they can sometimes seem picky or over-critical to people who aren't as discriminating as they are. Because of their responsibility and attention to detail, people born under Virgo tend to be perfectionists. They may worry too much about small details, and they can seem demanding and critical. Their analytical nature and attention to duty can seem like nitpicking or pettiness if the people around them don't understand Virgo's desire for perfection. The great strength of the Virgo-born is in their attention to detail and their desire to be of service. They pick up on the little things that most other people miss. Their commitment to helping others makes them one of the most giving characters of the Zodiac.

coolioz

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 23:25:39 GMT

my bro loc's back for a lil bit, nice talkin to him, interesting how two different people with difference strategies, trying to reach the same destination... I guess that's true with all people though, everyone's striving for everything, happyness... I guess there's no "right" way of doing things, and there's no "wrong" ways either... everythings perfect, every moment, cause it just is.

firefox

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 12:47:56 GMT

guys is it just me or does Mozilla Firefox, have memory issues.... I think the newest newest version helps alot though you can find it . also you can tweak a few things If you don't already use FireFox, you really should, it prevents alot of viruses from infecting ur comps like IE does... get it Also i think imma release a little version of HiveLife v.0.11a just to release one, get the train moving again... i've been working on it, using alot of web 2.0 techniques... i'm learning ajax and python and the next evolution of HiveLife is gonna use javascript alot, And I should really be working on HiveLife's bread and butter...

RNAi

Thu, 26 Jan 2006 23:44:11 GMT

Just saw a , it talked about how our body's have a natural process of eliminating genes that might be viril. the I stands for RNA interference; =] This wasn't even known about till 1998 =] Says it could help find treatments for HIV, Cancer, and a whole lots of other illnesses... cool stuff.

this week

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 10:36:28 GMT

i have to get a job-

muahz

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 16:44:54 GMT

Back from VN... good trip- I should of enjoyed it more maybe though, it was nice to see all my family over there... they were all very nice. It was very very good to see my grandmas and grandpa... The food there might be a lil toO much, I was kinda ballin, so i think i ate a lil toO much... Gettin back here was nice... i missed home aLot. Home's where the hEart is ya kno? missed a certain sumone (kim anh truong) a hella lot toO :) wished she was still my boO, but labels don't affect the hearts. I dunno wats good, with my destiny nemore though- Think i'm "destined" for bad things? when i useta was sUre i was destined for goOd things. Guess I thought it was a given... now's a cHoice? Kinda scary... So ionoz... I still think i'll be great though... still Know that doing good things is the way to go... I just hope i'll be good... I hope a certain little ladiee stays by my side toO (for a long whiles times) I hope we could spend more time 2gether laters too. That'll make me =]- I still feel incredible when we're 2gether toO, and hOpe you feel the same... heArt.

Fur!

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 16:44:36 GMT

Dang... i dunt think i'd ever buy fur,

vn

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 16:34:41 GMT

i miss my heaven...

latda

Thu, 29 Dec 2005 05:09:59 GMT

wow, editing my page was hard... HL needs alot of work... check out sum VN pics

love element

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 17:11:29 GMT

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity.
For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered.

You attract others with your zest for life and experiences.
Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time.

Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk.

You connect best with: Fire

Avoid: Wood

You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

What Element Is Your Love?

guess i connect best with yOou babe... i think we should be together... cause i don't want to be with neone else...:heart:

Sat, 24 Dec 2005 10:47:38 GMT

the truth belongs to who believes it the most. just kno that ur the one

=]

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 18:49:16 GMT

sup sup peeps... i think i kno wat i want now... good stuff... i'll recap laters...

=]

Tue, 13 Dec 2005 14:55:08 GMT

it doesn't matter how we get there, as long as we enjoy the ride, because if we know we'll get to a certain destination, the end is already felt through the presence. :heart:dedication... i :heart: KA :silly:

mad lucky

Sun, 11 Dec 2005 06:07:04 GMT

i'm mad lucky =]:heart:

Happy Birthday!

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 06:13:45 GMT

Happy sweet 16 to my babii sister Linda!!!

Server Change

Tue, 29 Nov 2005 05:34:11 GMT

Hello World... i just changed HiveLife's server... it's running pretty quicker now =] sorry bout the site being down for a few days though... I installed all the server's software myself. But yeh everything looks good... I can't wait to work on HiveLife's new schemes....... Also my Life's Great... =]

Update

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 10:25:54 GMT

hey... just an update... my life's good, gonna be updating hivelife again, i just registered hivelife.net, .org, .us and a couple others. I will be switching servers shortly too. Not sure if the new server is temp. or permanate for the near future... but it's gonna be good i think... Just bought Suppose ta give ya alot of energy. =] Been eating salad like crazy lately too... Energy =] We should all be careful of the Acids on our foods... Think imma go back to school. Nail School than to Quinsig. I'll rather do Nails than work in a factory ya kno? soo yup, it can finance my other businesses and projects. The Six Human Needs Tony Robbins has identified six basic human needs and believes everyone is—or can be—motivated by their desire to fulfill these needs. You may want to consider these needs when thinking about developing and delivering products and services to people. The question to ask is, "What need or needs does my product fulfill for my customer?" 1. Certainty/Comfort. We all want comfort. And much of this comfort comes from certainty. Of course there is no ABSOLUTE certainty, but we want certainty the car will start, the water will flow from the tap when we turn it on and the currency we use will hold its value. 2. Variety. At the same time we want certainty, we also crave variety. Paradoxically, there needs to be enough UNcertainty to provide spice and adventure in our lives. 3. Significance. Deep down, we all want to be important. We want our life to have meaning and significance. I can imagine no worse a death than to think my life didn't matter. 4. Connection/Love. It would be hard to argue against the need for love. We want to feel part of a community. We want to be cared for and cared about. 5. Growth. There could be some people who say they don't want to grow, but I think they're simply fearful of doing so—or perhaps NOT doing so. To become better, to improve our skills, to stretch and excel may be more evident in some than others, but it's there. 6. Contribution. The desire to contribute something of value—to help others, to make the world a better place than we found it is in all of us. Also imma reprogram the whole site, using a different programming language... =]

revolution

Tue, 01 Nov 2005 23:14:17 GMT

omg!!!!!!!!!! the web revolution is here, we're on the brinks, i want to be along for the ride...

oct 30

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 11:11:00 GMT

gonna try to work on HiveLife again, the other website is gonna be the one on hold for now. =]

entry

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 15:03:30 GMT

sup everybody... happy autumn, happy halloween... alot of the bad times is still good now... i'm happy i can at least have you around to fight with... so things will def be better, get better for shure, so we gotta look ahead, forward and upward?? mm hmm... k-

Greatness

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 03:12:51 GMT

Greatness is... expecting more from yourself than anybody else would.

happy birthday

Thu, 06 Oct 2005 08:23:15 GMT

Happy Birthday to my woman Kim Anh Truong... whao 19's mad old...

got home from work...

Wed, 21 Sep 2005 22:42:06 GMT

just got home from work... pretty early, hopefully I'll get more hours soon. Whats up with Money bein a semi-issue now? Not an issue, but I feel like it's needed now kinda (prolly i have alot of things i wanna do, that requires money coming up) soO yeup... i sold that Buttmaster... sumbody bought it for $15 bucks! ($5 + $10 shipping) aLso sold my first book the other day... i Think i lost $0.10 cents from it though (sold the book for $1.25 at aMazon... Also been thinking I should leave the other site I'm working on... and do HiveLife again... maybe I should do both... Check out this article this Doctor wrote for our site. Kinda a good article, and I'm thinkin we got people like that helping CasualConnect succeed... it might have a chance.

lif poem

Mon, 12 Sep 2005 08:34:21 GMT

Little girl Their first born their sunshine Never gonna lead her wrong Get it right one time Here's how it goes She's off to school then dancing on her toes at an hour long ballet class then off to the piano Two hours of repetition emulating classic music compositions do your homework with precision By 9 O' Clock she collapses in a heap of dizziness but sleep so tomorrow you'll repeat your busy-ness She got straight A's and spoke of her stress but her maydays were drowned out by the melees of mom and dad tryin' to blame each other different ways she'd stop and gaze thinking how it drives her crazy when their voices raise this dilemma ruins most of her days From her perfection was expected and it's hectic workin' hard without receiving any praise At night she cries where she lays then she wakes up washes up smiles and goes along like it's okay Off to high school There's more intensity within her cycle She's makin' all the guys drool Here comes the extra tight rules No mates! Not with college on the plate Practice hard Study hard Steady focus Keep your head straight Now she's a nervous wreck Lookin' to collect anything that she can smoke swallow drink or inject When she was mentally gone she went to the prom Had dates and actually could sit down discuss relationships with her mom But tell me how much pressure can a person take before they break and maybe drugs just aren't a large enough escape? So one night she turned in but stayed up late at her desk with a single piece of paper and a Paper Mate Here's Momma for the routine wake at daybreak what she saw made her knees shake The death of Dear Kate The note said "Here's the future of your fuckin perfect child Please be proud I'm livin for the now!" -Lif Lyrics from the song titled "The Now". This song can be found on the "I Phantom" album 2002

there is no perfect love song

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 02:54:02 GMT

If you leave, don’t leave now Please don’t take my heart away Promise me just one more night Then we’ll go our separate ways We always had time on our sides Now it’s fading fast Every second every moment We’ve got to--we’ve gotta make it last I touch you once I touch you twice I won’t let go at any price I need you now like I needed you then You always said we’d still be friends someday If you leave I won’t cry I won’t waste a single day But if you leave no don’t look back I’ll be running the other way Seven years went under the bridge Time was standing still Heaven knows what happens now You’ve got to--you’ve gotta say you will -------------------

Love Movies-

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 02:06:11 GMT

Just got done watching "Sleepless in Seattle". Don't yall Love Love Movies? Yeh it was pretty good. (but i think almost ne movie in this melodramatic love movies category is good)

fck!

Tue, 23 Aug 2005 00:56:09 GMT

UPS is aight... BUT it's phuckin physical... Pulled my back or sUmthin tonight, and had to go home early... shit.. i'm the fuckin "Bulk Guy" my fav thing to doo too... dunt think gonna do it for awhile, =[ but yeh, need to find another job...

underwear

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 01:34:22 GMT

I like sittin round in my underpants. After work... cuz just tired ya kno? but Neways... I can't explain things to well. Don't want you to think about my stuff that I'm thinkin bout... But it dOes have an effect. But I really dunt know 100% why myself, so it's hard to explain it (especially hard without arguein) So don't get toO fustrated with me. I'll prolly tell ya wats uP nehow, ionoz... But the bottom line is that It doesn't matter. We matter more than It.

ehvin

Thu, 18 Aug 2005 02:04:35 GMT

Money, can't buy happyness, but it can increase the probability of More Time, and Security though. I have this theory, where, God won't harm anyone I care about, because he'd be hurting me too. The Days seem to go by quicker and quicker. Alot of things need to be done. I feel a Change coming soon. I'm more into our lives, more than ever. Maybe I'm stupid for feeling that feeling but it's felt and don't know when it'll stop feeling that way, but don't really want it to stop, cuz I'm better for it. And it drives me.

Bout ta go Joggin

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 02:25:32 GMT

My homeboi Quy Vinh Nguyen is Back from the Marines... he looks mad good yall ladies heard? yEh, whoever wants ta get with a hot mArines i'll hook ya up... Dang, Marines is pretty nuts eh? but it's all good, hopefully it'll be a gReat and Growin experience for ya man... weird how you do everything (or at least sUmthin) everyday purposely to altar your future. Change on Purpose so Your Future's Different. Who Said "To Get To Where We're Going, we have to Change where we Are" iOoonOz.. Growing Up doesn't have ta be toO bad though.. even though no one's sUre wats gonna happened, guess we just have ta hope we dunt go insane along the way... note: Philly trip, 3-4 days, did nothing, got nowhere, Learned that, we can totally pist each other off to the extreme though... And that a lAdy needs sum space, but I guess we both was attitudy... Learning Experience... freakin Hungry, want sum spaghettii.!_=]

Can't Wait till the Road Trip

Fri, 05 Aug 2005 13:13:41 GMT

. Maybe I'm stupid, But I think, the person you wanna be with, the person you want to spend your time with, You should be with them, everyday.

My Dancing

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 07:41:14 GMT

I seriously believe there's a whole nother side to me that you don't know about. We nevered just had fun together eh? There's always a level of "thinking" and "whats proper" in everything we ever did... soO yeh kim, that should make ya excited... that everything you kno bout me you like (hah!) and everything you don't, you'll... Vice versa... I really just want to get to kno you better, not sure wat'll happen with it, but... tats called taken a chance, giving a chance... leap of faith/ Mad goofi pic though eh? I told yall i can move...

Fate

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 07:29:00 GMT

Who believes in Fate? Have faith in the unexplainable, and in the unexplained feelings... No, I dunno what this all means, or Why we feel the way we Feel or Why certain things happens, and Why certain feelings are there... Why we get along so nice... But I kno I'm better for it. I'm a better person, and I do better things, with you... So lets keep it, Lets not throw away this, and Lets not force the other person to do nething, and Lets stop Hurting each other... I'm trying to loosen the grip, and to control my jealousy... but just it's gone far across a line that I choose not to handle well... But it's okay... I'll let you go, for us to have a chance later, taken a chance that Later will never come, or comes too late though... But it doesn't have to come to that, we just have to be honest with ourselves... so Ionoz, I thought you've choosen already, And I really don't like to admit that I might need you too... But definately my whole life will change with or without you in it. I prefer to have you in it, cause we ARe best friends, and that's something special. And we Are alot of other things too... don't think we know it yet though. And we're both better for have known each other, and I want to keep the good times rolling! I can go on Forever, and You'll understand it. Who else are we gonna do the stupid things we do, and love doing with? Just believe me, trust me... Let Go of all the negative thoughts and beliefs... We still got lots of things we still gotta do.... Philly... Ohio, Cali, Las Vegas, Paris... Leaving Worcester... too bad we're young, but i feel old, and I kno what I want. If we want the same things, than don't be stupid, cuz ur not stupid... I have Faith... that if we keep believing, we'll end up back together, no matter what you decide... but I'd rather not be sad the next 6 months... but If I have to be I will... and you know if it's meant to be, it doesn't matter, all's forgiven... I really don't want to be aLone, I think you kno I have an issue with being Alone... but tats another topic... Ahh! You made the decision twice already, and twice for a reason... remember? Just cuz you messed up, doesn't mean I won't forgive you... Let's just try harder... It's Like quitting smoking, you'll get it eventually... I'll talk to ya later... hopefully I won't start yelling again... something else I have to work on, and Am working on it... Who says change is bad? Changing every aspect of yourself for the better is good. It's just scary. If you're not always changing... I think you stop growing. Growing Up is scary too... see, quit being scared of the unknown. Remember I told ya I'd never leave ya, promise, only if you force me ta... If i'm there, ain't it aLL good? so quit being scared to change. Okay mad long post, but I think it's all important to make clear, and you did say, I make more sense in writing right? I can go On fOrever though... as long as you understand me... it's all good too...

Breakfast

Wed, 27 Jul 2005 11:04:54 GMT

just got home from vermont. Tired, nEver drive up no Mountain with rocks all over expectin the road to get better... Glad my, is good at reversin... dAmn Cute lil places, the maple syrup is awesome. so Tired, gonna go to sleep now...

DC

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 04:24:41 GMT

DC was mad fun, wanna go again. Check out sum pics on . To Miss Done: Hey, ur not soO stupid after all, didn't think so- =] awwz I wish I don't need you neithers, I never thought bout it (dunt really want to)... cause We should all be strait by ourselves (first?)- So just work on it alright dear? (dear/darling/babe/buddy/dude/kester/watever, k-) Seriously though... I don't really understand it, and kinda gave up trying to awhilez ago- I just think it's fate. It's all fate, everything happens for a reason, so whatever happens is meant ta be- (and it's no ones fault!) Thanks whomever, for bein the way you are- :smile: a bit-

Question

Fri, 15 Jul 2005 06:46:13 GMT

Ask Yourselves... 1. If I didn't have to work for a living-what would I love to do? (To clarify-this question is about "doing what you love") 2. If I were just given one million dollars, tax-free, what would be the first thing that I'd do with it? (Now please, do not say "pay off my bills." Of course you'd do that. Forget about survival. We're talking BIG prosperity here. I want you to stretch yourself and think of what you'd realy love to do with the money.) 3. If I learned that I had six months to live-what would I do with the rest of my life? (These are six healthy months. No pain or debilitating disease. What would you do?) Question #3 is a crazy question to ask yourself eh? But yeh... these things are imporatant to ask yourself... I got these Questions from a book Being the Best You Can Be in MLM good stuff. Once you have these answered (there's no wrong answers you just have dig deep!) You can than write Your Life's Purpose (1-2 paragraphs) Here's what I wrote... I, Quang Van, will be happy and have peace. I will be in Love, I will be the best Lover ever. I will have the best kids, raise them well. I will take care of my families complete security situation. I, Quang Van, will give back as much as I can. I will educate. I will give. I will create revolution and preserve and fuel creative masterpieces. I will start great Programs, and give alot to the world and the next generation, and influence the Generation there after. Also do yall kno what your core values are? There's an exercise that help you find it out within urself... they told me ta have 5... Mines are...

eBay

Sat, 09 Jul 2005 02:07:13 GMT

yoO yoOoooooo.... just sold my first item on ebay... sold for $7.66 =] Thats like free money.......! wow, can't wait to sell all my stuff I don't use no more... alright too tired to blog nemore, nigtz... oOoh yeh, before I forget... I have a new thought: There are no right answers. There is never one right answer. There's always two groups of possible answers. Thats because we as people, are not stable, we can never be at rest, or stay at one level. We are always "getting better/higher" or "getting worse/lower" (and even this is relative) So an answer can never be right or wrong. It can only make you better or worst. And it's up to yOu to choose which way you wanna go. So answers, ideas, thoughts, feelings, actions is never right, it's only serves to make you better or worst. So 1+1 right answer isn't 2. There is no right answer to anything.1 It's whatever you want it to be. Make sense? ionoz i'm a lil sleepy but I found that it's profound....

beliefs

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 20:46:51 GMT

Hot Dogs

Sat, 02 Jul 2005 03:14:49 GMT

Bout ta eat hotdog #6&7 in last 24hours... check out UPS (awwz imageshack dunt allow hotlink no more? only of thumbs? *note quang you hAve to make HiveLife able to host images...) but yeh check it out Gotta put all that crap (bulk 75+pounds or irregular shaped) in the "feeders" aka trucks. That would be the truck... I killed this one whole feeder all by myself, before break... Check out my nice walls... basicly you grab it from here (the chutes) and load them... ... wow easy eh? wonder how come ka quited.... sike UPS is a BITCH, but it's all good TGIF, and tonight wasn't as crazy as the last... week!?

quotes

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 13:10:00 GMT

Goals It's what you choose to do every moment that shapes your destiny- p.s. check out my first eBay item. Buttmaster-

Love

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 06:56:21 GMT

Love for human kind. If you care for someone alot, is it love? Is there such a thing as... unconditional love? Maybe not... cause if you care for someone, they'll have to sooner or later care for you too? why would you care for sumone who doesn't care for you? But honestly it doesn't matter, Love (caring alot) is a selfless act... So it doesn't and shouldn't matter how I feel... it's all about them. If you truly care for someone, it doesn't matter if they break your heart, or won't give ya a chance, or won't hug ya, or makes fun of ya behind ur back, treat ya like crap, steals your stuff, eats ur food, rides ur car, etc. Cause if you truly care for someone, you'll care for them unconditionally? All I want to say is that I got ur back no matter what. Even if I don't act like it, I'll always have ya back, and you can come to me for anything. Hopefully we don't stop being friends, but if we do, i'll sTill got ur back even if "i hate you" and "you hate me" kno tat we'll always care for each other. Ionoz, I just want to make it clear that even if I act a lil selfish, i kno I shouldn't, and at the end of the day, it doesn't matter. Only thing that matters is that we'll always care for each other (at least try), and have each others back- =]

la T da

Fri, 24 Jun 2005 01:41:44 GMT

having a car, getting alot done. "It's all about how bad you want it" ... or ... "It's all about what you force yourself to want" (want/do) ? ionoz but If I have to force myself to be 'successful', even If I loose everything I want... I owe it to everyone I kno to do wat I have to do to get it done. Cause it's not about Me. It's about giving. All I know is, there's aLot of things that needs to be done. But I'll always care for the people I care about, and if they need anything - I'll leave bread crumbs so you'll always kno where to find me.

aRgh

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 02:06:37 GMT

HiveLife fuckin sucks! nahz jk, needa update this shit, lettin my supporters like Devo- down... sHit, but yeh, I don't even have the latest version of the program.... eak-, Cause my ext. hard drive died (is dying) so it's taken forever to get the stuff off of it.......... so wat have I been up to lately? Killin mad money (ok, maybe i just need better money management skillz) with my #1 chick... been chyllin with her aLot lately, feels good not fighting eh? lets keep it up... sumtimes it's like "wHoaz" gotta take a step back and just.. think about/cherish?/think about whats Up.. I doubt we kno though, sO every moment things get a lil weirder, we have an "eRf" moment where it's just strange...(maybe it's just me who act weird sum moments) soO it's like 1 & half step forward, one step back? Snails Pace of Progress, to see wats uPp... on another nOte, i need some Dr'Scholls for my foot... dunt think UPS gonna fire me... soO, ionoz we'll see how they feel bout me takin some vacation time-

Thanks

Tue, 14 Jun 2005 18:46:29 GMT

Thanks to my parents, This will be the last major purchase of yours to me. (nah this wasn't the car they got me, this was the one I wanted though, 1995-96 Subaru Impreza, I woulda been Happy with anything- What a day today... Spent all day with a certain someone. She is soO.- Today is the day that this journey begins.(not really but I like to have a definative starting point) I found out i have "no credit" the credit bureau I was trying to get this "" thing from doesn't know I exist. I also think that it isn't gonna be a walk in the park to get extremely extremely good great the best Credit (Credit Limit) too... actually it'll just take a while. But... business starts with an Idea, so it's all good. Check out my New Venture (this wasn't the one I've been workin on the past 6 months) But yeh it'll have alot of good personal/financial advice and knik-knacks there soon - I'll get the frame/foundation for it soon, once I update HiveLife. -Imma go apply at every Video Store in Worcester. I want another job, where i'd like and can reLax at-

got sleep...

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 03:01:12 GMT

yoO dang, I have to update HiveLife... gotta update this before I'm gonna do anything else.- Also..... I bought this Blind Fold... it's awesome! the Tempur-Pedic Eye Mask : $35 bucks, I think everyone should get one of these... it's like Forcing yourself to sleep, good stuff... Hey, your Credit Rating is very important people... if anyone wants to kno how to fix/improve their credit give me a hollah- Heard you can get , gonna try it... But have this eBook on it, everyone should give it a read... alright gonna go eat and go to sleep-

sleep

Tue, 07 Jun 2005 12:02:49 GMT

i need sleep. Haven't had a good night's sleep in such a long time. I honestly don't see that happening anytime soon... Weird part is, i'm still kicking ass at UPS? damn, can't get fired... I dunno how much longer i can keep up work without sleep... feel so unhealthy. I'll have to quit if I keep this no sleep thing up. worst part is, it's not like i'm not tired, i'm mAdd tired... so tired can't barely do much, so I just be trying to sleep... Sun and the humidity doesn't help... Current mental state definately doesn't help. Gosh, there's like so many things wRong with everything... wRong and inconsistencies, writing bout what's "messed up" will take too long, so let's seEeeeee what's rIght... You kno we don't focus on the good things in life enough... so lets see what's right. Through every shady, goofi, stupid, unnecessary, wrong, heart wrenching thing you've done, or doing, (I guess this applies to me too) We can still have a good conversation. (good as in, no breaks, ackwardness?) So I guess we still mesh well. Also, wats "good", is that I still haven't found anything seriously wrong with ya... you haven't fuked up major yet. ---- Kinda stupid of me to say "still haven't" and "yet" though eh? Kinda like i'm expecting this shit not to work out... constantly surprising of all the rIght things you do too, when it shouldn't surprise me. You haven't disappointed me ever. You never "failed" any of my "tests". I guess this is a good thing, kinda like a fungus who I can't think to get rid of. Jk, it's a good thing... just all this keeps me up at night though... Also what else is good? Is that I know for a fact that everything's possible if you put your mind to it. Everything in life is possible, if you believe enough. I Kinda like that quote "Behind every great Man is a great Woman", SoOooo ionoz. But we'll see what's good... You don't know wat your missing till you have a taste. We're scared of anything that'll change us greatly. Sumtimes Blinds leap of Faith is necessary but can be the hardest thing to do. Sometimes you just gotta leave it up to fate, have faith in fate. Sometimes you just gotta do something till it hurts, till you know, till you get tired of it, till you realize what's what with it. Once you kno what's right, and wats true, than it'll be no ones fault, it'll be that much easier to.. move on... Have fate in faith... aight i'm babbling, so what's good? You're good, and I'm good... i need sleep...

sleep

Sat, 28 May 2005 02:51:47 GMT

My sleeping is whacked out lately, can't seem to fall to sleep when I want to. Gonna go Shower, eat an apple, maybe read, than try to go to sleep... i cOuld go to sleep right now, but think i'll have a better chance doin the shit above... Dang, Time goes by quick eh? It's already the end of the week, it's Already the end of May, it's already the start of Summer, and it's almost Fall (start of a new year) sHit... Life is the sum of the moments in Time. I wonder where all this will bring us... Everything's suppose ta happened, hopefully we'll end up happy. All I know is, it's above me, and you... The sum doesn't add up to the whole. Great things aren't meant to be known alone... Alright gonna go eat my sister's green apple.

okay okay...

Fri, 27 May 2005 02:38:21 GMT

alright, i over-reacted a LiTo bit... still can get my angry if i Think bout it though, but yeah i over-reacted... just got home from work, worked an Hour of OT... My SuperVisor had to drive me home (missed the bus) So dang i need sum wheels... A very "Thank You" to my favorite person, for driving me to work, you're gReat? ionoz what ta say... hah, but I'll deserve your company one day. Hopefully soon. But yeh, gonna make me sum food, and Walk to CitizensBank... bout to switch to BankOfAmerica... but not till I get my Phone...

Upset

Mon, 23 May 2005 10:10:01 GMT

I am upset. Over this situation that is kind of messed up. Don't kno exactly why I'm upset or exactly how the situation is messed up... but it just feels wrong? ionoz, can't put my finger on it. Just that i'm really upset. Upset meaning, mad, angry, sumtimes pist. More mad and angry than sad though... i can't even figure out how i feel about this, the situation or our relationship... so trying to talk bout it with you kinda fails most of the time, but guess i still try neways. There's no easy solution or conclusion though... maybe the answers are simple but gettin there is difficult... Ionoz, i'm just saying I can't tell ya how upset I feel, because most of the time I don't feel that way around you. But I aM really upset bout this though...

weird day

Fri, 20 May 2005 03:01:42 GMT

weird day yesterday... i'm kinda sleepy right now, but yesterday was real weird, and should be noted... the day started off fine, me chillin with my favorite grl, but than we started arguin over lil shitz again? dunno why, we've been doin tat alot lately, we got so peeved at another, that she dropped my ass off home.... than I had this crazy dream, when i took a nap, woked up and realize that this feeling ain't gonna go away? soO called her and was gonna tell her over the tele, but than she suggest we go to the mall... So here and there as usual, got home, went to work, was late cuz drove behind 2 slow trucks, and couldn't turn cuz sum truck was tail-gatin me... so Work got easier, than all a sudden like 10min before break, it got mad busy, so after break it was mad busy and i had a good workout in... Got my first pay-check today, whoaz can't remember the last time i had this type of money? (dang i've been broke ass for awhilez...) On the way home (got out 45min early) i went the wrong way, trying to find route 9 west. Got pulled over by a Cop for goin 50mph in a 35... but he let me go with a warning.... got home, here i am- Okay, so conclusions? You left me with no choice, but to do nothing? concerning us. Care for each other too much to not be in each other's lives. But we can't plan the future together, cause no one can read the future newayz. Just cherish the present. You can't control important things. Only plan for things that don't matter. What we say is nothing, compared to what we mean and feel.

kinda knew this

Tue, 10 May 2005 08:20:18 GMT

You Are 24 Years Old

24 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

Two things.

Sun, 08 May 2005 00:14:58 GMT

Just got off the phone with sum lady, bout 20 min ago? Didn't kno wat she said, and all a sudden think she passed out. bUut that's alright, alright two things... First is that, if thinks are meant to be, they'll gonna be... so does that mean you can do anything really? to f*ck up the situation and it'll be? mAybe? ionoz, maybe's it's best to be honest i guess........ But second things, "The future determines the past" This one is kinda nuts, but kinda scientific (Quantum Mechanics) The Future or current events and observations effects what Was and Is and Truth about the past. That kinda goes against the Fate thing kinda, cause wherever you end up, it was "meant for ya" to be there? But ionoz, well hopefully she'll "play ball" with me... And also yeh my working schedule is gonna be 100% different soon... soO dunno what that'll bring but hopefully I get goin good, on my projects...

Quote

Fri, 22 Apr 2005 10:19:51 GMT

In a nut shell eh?

Situation

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 10:56:27 GMT

Guess everything's Perfect. As Perfect as they can be right now. It's Perfect for these current Situations. No one's completely Happy, but everyone's Happy as much as they can be. Maybe we'll be Happy later... but current situations would have to change... but you shouldn't over think things like that. For what it's worth, I'm Happy as much as I can be. A couple songs you'll like but don't have... Maria Mena - Monday Morning Good Charlotte - The Truth Everything will be alright, even though it looks like we have nothing right now, everything we need is within us... Every instant, is another chance to start over.

Relationships

Wed, 13 Apr 2005 13:20:27 GMT

Alright, I should really get back to work- Took a lil break to browse round Xanga, looking at random BlogRings for hot ladiees... Guess was just remindin myself that there's aLot of fishes in the sea... Got me thinking bout the thing called Relationships. Why does it end? Why do you end it with sumbody, and keep it going with sumbody else. Think it's cuz, with every second you spend with them or talking to them, you learn a little bit more bout them. Eventually, you know enough, and end it. The ones that always interests ya, and you keep spending time with, mean something. I'm a big believer in spending mad time with sumbody, till you get sick of them. If a relationship gonna end, why spread it through months or Years? If you can spend like 2 weeks 24/7 with sumbody and discover that, they aren't worth ur time, than that's better than prolonging fate. So dating is, you giving somebody the chance to fuck up. Or the chance to discover yall ain't right for each other. Takes mad time and effort, but i guess it hasta be done. For you to find sumbody that you dunt get sick of... sumbody you can spend staring into the end of days with.

Motivators

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 09:55:30 GMT

What motivates you? Read that, you shouldn't concentrate on all the good things you'll get out of doing something, But you should focus on all the Bad things that'll happened if you Don't do that something. (exaggerate if you must) soO, my thing i just posted up in my work area says... "Do You Want to Fail?" & "Do You Want to be a Bum?"

Success

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 23:15:56 GMT

Just got off the phone with my business partner, aka Cousin in Philly. That other project I'm working on seems to have aLot of potential... Kinda nervous about it. It might work? It might Fail... I think... if I put 110% effort into it, it'll have tHat much of a better chance to succeed at least more quickly... Ionoz, why do i have a funny feeling about it though? Prolly cause it can be Life altering? Read that, Transition is Deadly, us as humans goes crazy as our life changes as we enter the known into the unknown? Ionoz something like that. I guess you can prepare yourself, and put yourself in a position for success. But once you get there, you'll have to truly want it, in order for it to be yours? Guess thats true with anything... Alrighty, imma go Waste some time, when I guess I should be working... oKay, hopefully this post wasn't toO overzealous.

Vincent Van Gogh

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 08:22:21 GMT

Happy Birthday to i guess my favorite Artist- (only one I know though really) Vincent Van Gogh...

Easter

Sat, 26 Mar 2005 12:59:13 GMT

who knew Easter was so close to St. Patrick's Day?

Leprecon Day

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 08:32:25 GMT

wow it's St. Patrick's Day... who even knew? Guess you only knew if you're in elementary school... bet everyone had tat project when they was little "Build a Leprecon Trap, to catch a Leprecon." haha, who even knows what St. Patrick's Days about? Suppose ta be a Lucky Day or something? but it's something to do with the church like Easter, just don't know what... Okay... so What do I have to Do? I have aLot of work that needs to be done... this thing is scheduled to release in like 5 days, and it's ain't that close to ready yet... Guess i should 110% of mind and thought into it... but as usual I have other Priorities i guess, that's taken much of that 110% of mind and thought, maybe more than it should. Basicly nothing can be done at least for right now, so guess the Time and Thought can be put to better use... just sit back and show some patience... Watched the movie Ray last night with my lil sister, Jamie Foxx can act... dang, but the movie was pretty alright, good movie...

almost 6am

Wed, 09 Mar 2005 02:29:56 GMT

Think that if you gaze into someone's eyes long enough, you can see their soul... Than you can feel anything there or see if it's worth it or not. Ionoz i ran across that quote while browsing, and had to post it... but yeah was chatting with Vinh, about Love is... Nitez people...

the days

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 13:46:04 GMT

Phi left sunday, he's a swell guy, mad respect for him. Won't be the last time i see him though, so tats good. nice chillin with ya the last few weeks... even though we ain't that close, i kno i can always depend on you and vice versa, but it was nice getting to kno each other the last few weeks. The good ole days will be missed, we had some good times. So take care in Korea aight? Remember tat STD's exist in Korea too, so use condoms just like the States... take care bro, we'll miss ya.